Why this Jesus character?

Imagine a great agony from your life. You felt alone, like you were surrounded in darkness. Never ending moments when you were filled with anxiety, but couldn’t quite pinpoint where it came from or what caused it.  You were drowning in a sea of life where nothing and everything piled on thicker, heavier boulders that you couldn’t shake off or escape from.  Super dark storm clouds hovered over your head, blocking your view of the beauties around you. You couldn’t smile, or you forced fake ones. You “zombied” through days as the minutes and seconds passed by.

The imagery above is sad, depressing, and so revealing that there was nothing in this world for me.  I couldn’t figure out why I felt so low.  I couldn’t understand why I was constantly gasping for air from my bottomless pit of internal anguish.  You know, that “stuck” feeling that you can never seem to escape from?

Where do these feelings come from? Feelings of rotten death? And why do so many women feel plexed with similar feelings of despair? …with no hope? …with no rhyme or reason?

What if I were to tell you, you were NEVER meant to feel such emptiness? What if I were to reveal, you were meant to feel wholly cherished, loved, and wanted as if there were no other on earth? We were created with a hope and a love of having a personal walk with the one true creator of our world.